Kinda I want to
Something that I wrote sometime between 1998 and 2002:
"Only through discussion can you gain true insight, and that is why I disclose myself to many, so that they can gain insight into who I am."
I used to randomly write down my oh-so random thoughts. Is that bad? I can remember having urges of telling people "everything" about me, like when I first met Missy. This is where I got my thought. I guess that it was my lack of confidence in myself back then of which I wanted to legitimize myself through conversing with and thus being accepted by others. Those that would pass the time by chatting with me always showed me a positive attitude, which in turn made me feel good about myself and it showed that they were actually interested in what I had to say. I do not talk with others much like I used to do. I usually feel like I never have anything to say.
"Only through discussion can you gain true insight, and that is why I disclose myself to many, so that they can gain insight into who I am."
I used to randomly write down my oh-so random thoughts. Is that bad? I can remember having urges of telling people "everything" about me, like when I first met Missy. This is where I got my thought. I guess that it was my lack of confidence in myself back then of which I wanted to legitimize myself through conversing with and thus being accepted by others. Those that would pass the time by chatting with me always showed me a positive attitude, which in turn made me feel good about myself and it showed that they were actually interested in what I had to say. I do not talk with others much like I used to do. I usually feel like I never have anything to say.
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